laramie

hey all

so this is the last entry in this livejournal. i have a new livejournal:
dthwithnoname


so if you could all post on there just to let me know that you all have it that would be awesome talk to you later.

laramie

hey all whats up?
nothing much here just sitting around and waiting for something, i would tell you but you wouldn't know what i was talking about anyway.

this day has been weird, the more i see her the more i just want to kiss and love her but at the same time it hurts less because i am forced to see her everyday. but then there are always those moments that sting.


other than that the band that is up here is amazing and i love them. i am so glad that they are here, i know with them and a few other things that this week will cause some changes.


but i guess that is it. for now anyway. but i will talk to you later.


laramie



p.s. its weird when things come up and you meet people and you are not sure why you met them is it a test or the answer to another problem???? oh well i guess we will see

so next week at camp will be amazing. the worship band i love and the speaker is incredible. i will finally run the paintball field by myself, and that is awesome. last week was so crazy, there were 600 kids there and the paintball field was crazy way to many people. but i am making lots of new friends, julie and erica, alex who is crazy, a 14 year old girl with a job. only at ucyc. but they are awesome. i also have never worked so much for so long ever. like seriously, 3 or 4 days that i worked for 24 hours it was awesome just no sleep so yeah who needs it. but i have to go so talk to you later.

laramie

hey all hows life? me i am ok things are better now that i have been able to talk to kristi and we have worked things out it really isn't a break up its like a time to just not make out basicly so we can just have a time to have a time to be together and talk. but other than that things are cool i am running mountain boards and next week i will be on paintball. we got new paintball guns they are semi automatic. its awesome but i have to go my friends are yelling at me so talk to you all later hopefully before sept.


laramie

so today i leave for camp. well today is the wrong word i guess more like 20 min. yeah i know its early but i have to go.

yesterday kristi dumped me.

i am broken. and now i am going to spend the last month of my summer with her. and everyday i will have my heart ripped out when i see her.

i am sorry for leaving in such a rush but if i have to much time to think about it. i won't end up going so it has to be now. sorry kids for not being there like i said i would. now is that time when some people would use those three words that cause to much distruction. however i will not and for one reason and that is because now my life for the second time has had a major detour on its way to happiness because if it. so i say i will see you in sept. goodbye.

laramie

ok so yeah i made it. was it long yes, did i have fun, yes did i have fun, yes, did you see everthing you wanted to yes, hopefully these answer most of the questions you have if you have any for me.


but unfortunatly i am leaving again in what like 2 days to go to work at camp. and after a fucking hell of a long time i will get to see my girlfriend. which will be nice, yeah so nice is really not the word i want to be using more like fuckin exstatic. yeah that fits.

but hopefully i will see all of you before i go which is really thurs or friday because of the warped tour. and i leave on 7pm on friday so about two days. cool later


laramie

so i have been in france for what seems like forever. but its all good you know why it is because i love france. yes it is true and that is not the best part i know i am crazy but the more i am here the more i love it. today i went to the champs de lisse the ost beautiful road in the world ask clara. but i saw the biggest lv purse (louis vettan i know that is not how you spell it but i don't care) and i thought of clara. i sent the post cards teh other day and i hope that you get them soon. but if not i will give you them when i return. but i must go it is late hopefully i will call some of you but if not i will see you when i return. talk to you later.


laramie

hello all i am finally in a café internet. the keyboard is very different but i think i will manage. so how are things in zona(ok so i can't find the question mark but you get the idea) i can't blieve that i am here it is so crazy. but i am going to send some post cards soon so hopefully they will get there before i do! sorry to make this short but i am paying for it. so i will talk to you all soon and remember to be looking for my post cards unless of course i don't have your adress which is a lot of you so ppppppppppppllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssseeeeeeeee
give them to me thanks talk to you all soon.


laramie

holy shit.


thats is exactly what i feel at this moment. why you ask no i am not sad nor do i need a hug, well that is not true i will always take a hug from you guys. but in 22 hours i will be on a plane for FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its freakin awesome and i have just started packing even better you know?? but yeah i have to get back to that feel free to still tell me what you want i will be able to read and post in FRANCE!!!!!!!!!! sorry just real excited. ok talk to you later

laramie

i have been in prescott for the last 3 days and it has been great hanging out with kristi. i know that it will be hard this summer but we will make it. i know that she is not happy and i am not sure if she despises me going into the airforce but that is something that i have to do. i miss all of you and hopefully i will see you all before i leave for france. if not i will definitly call you guys before i leave. three weeks in a different country, kind of weird but it is shaping up to be a good trip. i guess that is all for now. talk to you all soon.


laramie

16...15...14...13...

the days are wasting away.

just about 12 days until the day i leave for france.
and might i add i am soooooo excited. now that i am 18 it just seems like a little step closer to france and i definitly can't wait.

i just wan't to extend the invitation if you want anything from france just let me know and i will definitly try to pick it up there.


************IMPORTANT************

I NEED YOUR ADRESSES SO I CAN SEND YOU POST CARDS OR IF YOU WANT SOMETHING I CAN SEND IT TO YOU!!!!!

sorry i don't mean to sound rude but i want to do this for you guys so i hope you let me know cool? alright i will talk to you all later.

laramie


P.S.
if you don't let me know your adress on her you can send me it in an email fatkd4life@aol.com or i will call you to get it from you

so the year, the journey, the experience is over. but really is it? i mean for a while at least we are all going to be getting the question " so do you feel different now that you have graduated?" or "what will you miss most of all now that high school is over?" and really what is there to miss i mean i know for me i will miss the walks to classes i know a bit of an odd answer but really that was some of the best times. its the time to think about what homework you didn't do in the next hour. it lets you think what you need to tell that person that you always end up complaining/telling almost everything to. its the time that i always looked forward to, some days you would see that person that you wanted to see or maybe halfway through the year you had to walk a different way because you might run into them. its the most minute thing but it can be a big time, many people probably swapped stories, or maybe made dates, for a first date or even prom you never know. all i know is that i loved it because its was the time that was never guaranteed to be the same.

so yeah tomorrow is my party yeah i know sheena's is the same time but thats cool there maybe some buying of ice *wink *wink who knows feel free to stop buy oh yeah and sunday is my

18th birthday

so yeah that is way exciting but stop by if you get a chance talk to you all later.

laramie

so i am up because i don't want to sleep. why laramie why would you not want to sleep. well its simple really i don't really want to be awake most of the day because my mom is going to want to take like 100 pictures for no particular reason. she loves pictures and really most of my life has been photographed and now i just want to have a day that i can just be a bum. so as stupid as that sounds or if your like laramie your mom just loves you i know that and she will get to take pictures i just want it when everyone is taking pictures kind of like get it all over with in one swoop. so yeah thats all just wanted to write in the old journal. talk to you all tomorrow.

laramie

so i know that i told you all that i was going to the Air Force Reserve, well now it is official. I leave for basic Aug 9th. Its only 6 weeks and i will be back in sept and get a few weeks between basic and my A.I.T. training, which is just a fancy way of saying my job training. SO I AM COMING TO VISIT ALL OF YOU!!!!! so i thought i would tell you all if you have anymore questions i wills see you during this week. talk to you later.

laramie

its weird all the things that change. sometimes its relationships, other times its the things that you thought would never change. but no matter what it is lets be honest CHANGE FUCKING SUCKS well i guess that is untrue. because when at first it sucks but then after a little while you learn to adjust. but i have decided that i don't really want to have to learn to adjust. i want to change but i don't to have to adjust. because adjust means that i am ok with the change or that there is something that i won't like and now i have to like it. so i guess what i am saying is that even though things are changing i am sure as hell am not going to be happy about all of it.

not at all


laramie

what to do? what to do? what to do? what to do?

seriously lots of questions and there are never enough answers. maybe i will find more later. but now i am not sure if that is good enough. who knows if i will ever be content with the now. it sucks always looking twoards the future. you definitly miss out on the greatness of now.


laramie

it has been a long time, i know but its because i have been seriously real busy all this stuff with college and the Air Force is just killing me. but today what i said in stu co was true, i definitly missed out on something that i should have definitly joined a long time ago, i just wanted to say it again because i didn't want you guys to just think i said it. which is kind of stupid but i don't care hahahaha.

so there is exactly 7 hours of school for people with a full day, if you miss one class 5 and a half hours for you and those with only 2 classes you have 3 hours of your high school career left. its awesome i cannot tell you how long i have been waiting for this day this week everything its just awesome.

but other than that i can't wait till next week for graduation practice, for gradution. i mean its like everything that we have dreamed about and for some dreaded but in a good way it is high school and a lot of memories have been made but what a fucking awesome trip it has been. so yeah thats it for now i will see you at stu co tomorrow for the fiesta yay!!!! so talk to you later


laramie


p.s. i used awesome a lot thats kind of weird. later

hey all,
so yeah today was ok not great i was sick, didn't like that. but i mean who really does. other than that this week was kind of a bust, i mean tues i was supposed to go eat at this sick ass french resturant but that definitly didn't happen. But all was not lost, Clara, Britnee, Andi, Larry and I went to to cheesecake factory for dinner. Thank you, Andi, again for the dinner. we had a good time, i also enjoyed shopping it seriously was awesome. but yeah thats it i have been busy, so i will talk to you all later.


laramie

hey all,
i know that i haven't posted in a little bit but yeah my internet service is gay and for some reason i now owe 235.00 dollars to the fucking AOL people so that definitly blows. but i shuoldn't really owe any money but i do. whatever i will not bore you with the details. so yeah other than that 3 weeks yeah baby its almost over. i bought some announcements today. thats cool not a lot just enough for the good ol'family. but as each day winds down and i think of what it will be like to see the next day and look forward to the endless possiblities in my life it is hard to comprehend the amazing time i have had with all of you i know we started late, but i hope we never end. you have been there for me through stuff and cared enough to voice and opinon and i thank you for that. i will see you all tomorrow.

laramie

so im sitting in auto right now, using a download client that i have now secretly downloaded onto this computer so thats kinda cool, but other than that nothing really is going on. I am still on the quest to loose some weight before the 3rd to qualify to join the air force, and i know that all of you think its a bad idea i do to, but i really don't have any other choice. so yeah i think i am going to go so i will talk to you all later.

laramie